Dear 180s,
I know I flirted with you and led you on for a good year before I left the 170s and settled for you. We spent most of 2010 and some of 2011 together before I left you for the 190s - but you took me back, and at the time, that meant a lot to me.
You made me feel bad when we spent time together at the pool or the beach. You made me look like someone that should hide their body. I deserve better. I met PINK and they've recently re-introduced me to the 170s. I had left the 170s for you because I abused them with junk food and I didn't deserve them. But do you know what? You don't deserve me. I'm too good for you now.
I've started taking care of myself again. You only make me feel bad about myself. I'd been looking at the 170s over your shoulder for awhile now, but I stayed with you because it was what I knew, even while knowing that you weren't good for me anymore. Now I'm confident that I'm leaving you for good.
One day I hope to be good enough for the 130s to take me back, even though I haven't seen them for years and took advantage of them while we were together. But for now, 170s are looking pretty damn good after the way you treated me.
Good bye. I'm sure you can make someone who wants to leave 190 very happy.
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